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Aug. 5th, 2006 | 03:27 am
location: Offica de Abba va Imma
mood: draineddrained
music: Wake Me Up When September Ends- Green Day

This week has been hetic to say the leat. Running around in FRAGGING (% DEGREE HEAT, to and from the Dollar Store, Walmart and Big Lots!. Not to meantion my trip to the wonderful but chaotic Landy house. I guess you could say Noah has become one of my closet friend s in a matter of a couple of weeks ,but hey ,sometimes it just works out that way. I'm missing my Canadian love but I know I'll se him come September. It's hard being the girlfriend of a Canadian but we've made it work for 13 months so I think that accounts for something. I'm sooooooo glad this heat wave is finally dieing down. I swear I've used more cold water this week than three weeks work of hot showers in the fall. Oy... I have soooo much to kvetch about. I'm overtired and sore for one and I need to start taking iron supplements per Dr. K's orders . Yea, I had blood work done to test for a few things , none of which are a n issue any longer as I got the results back this morning. All in all I"m jsut lonely, tired and missing everyone on the planet. I wantto go back to college. At least I had something keepoing me busy there. Sigh... September 5th and NEL where are you? I hope you come back soon 'cause I miss you!!
Love ,hugs and sunshine,

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New Name

Jul. 25th, 2006 | 11:51 pm
location: my room
mood: sleepysleepy
music: Save Tonight- Eagle-Eye Cherry

Hey guys I have a new livejournal name becauae this one is giving me trouble. It is: twilightfaeries. Add me!

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The Ups and Downs of Life

Jul. 25th, 2006 | 01:26 am
location: The ROC
mood: mellowmellow
music: Come Down to Me- Saving Jane

Today has been full of ups and downs. For the most part it's been a wonderful day. Ally and I hung out her huse all afternoon and had a really good time until her mom came home and started to yell at her in front of me, which made me feel really bad and made her embarrassed. Needless to say it was not a great experince. To my lovely surprise I got to have my share of it as well as mom perceeded to have a vent session over the fact that Dad was P.O. at us all. Which lead to an escapade to Geneva to get Long John Silver's and Wendy's. Then I got to come home to a screaming match from my dad. Yippie. I'm really sad and a still a little upset about the who episode. On the plus side I have the essentail piece I needed for my Duchess costume for the Rennisance Festival as well as three new pairs of pants!! Yay sales!!

Well, I need some shut eye, Lilah Tov all!
Dawn Shayna

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Summer Lovin'

Jul. 24th, 2006 | 02:44 am
location: The ROC
mood: excitedexcited
music: You've Got A Friend- Morning Has Broken

It's a bit surreal that Paul and I have been dating for almost 13 months. I feel like the luckiest woman in the world to be his girlfriend for so long. There is not a day that passes whe n I don't think of him and thank God for allowing fate to bring us together. He is a miracle worker, a source of comfort, a light that shines through even my darkest days as well as an angel watching over me.

I'm soo happy! Sam called me yesterday! It was soo good to hear his voice again. I'm hanging out with Ally today from 1:00-6:00 being a "beach" babe at her house and watching DVDs.

My diet seems to be going well. It's a lot easier than I thought it would be.

I may soon ahve a job working at Lone Star Wings in Webster/Irondiqoiut.

Aside from Dad being a bit upset at me. lfe seems to be a lot better than it was in June. Even Mom and I are getting along with each other; and have made plans to spend SAturday in Pen Yan visiting Garrett Cathedral and the Meonite market: The Windmill.

Wenesday I'll be spending the afternoon with Noah and possibly Megan at Marketplace Mall.

I'm really glad that my friend who are local are calling me and inviting me to go places with them.. TThank you for saving me from the monotony of R-Town!! I love you all! If you haven't made plans to see me this summer hurry! My social calander is getting pretty booked. Call or IM me and we'll talk!

Well it's off to dreamland for this hippie at heart :)

Boker Or!

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Summer boredom

Jun. 13th, 2006 | 04:16 pm
location: my bedroom
mood: sleepysleepy
music: With A Little Help From My Friends- The Beatles

Yesterday was a semi-productive day. I returned my text books to Rochester Texttbooks and got a lousy $24.00 back! I spent over $100 on textbooks and get $24.00 back? What a ripoff!! I finally web registered for my college course for the Fall. Oy, I'm going to be one busy 19 year old. I'm taking Honor's Children's Literature, Honor's Psycology, Yoga and Basic Math. I'm on a wait list for Education 101. Hopefully I'll get in.

I'm doing fairly well with training Zorro. He thinks my toes are toysand has ben play-scratching at them a lot. He's also discovered Tin Foil balls make fun toys. I'mHe's one crazed little fur ball.

I'm so tired of waiting for June 29th to roll around. A little over 2 weeks but it feels like 16 months. :( I'm miss my Ginshi. I wish I could teleport into his arms. 2 and 1/2 months is way too long to away from him. I just keep telling myself "think about what an amazing time you'e going to have whle you're there not how long it's going to be until you get there,"

Part 1: The Birth of You

Were you a planned baby?

Were you the first?

Who was present at your birth?
My parents.

Were your parents married when you were born?
yep, they were married for little over two years.

What is your birthdate?
March 26th,1987

Part 2: The Family

How would you describe your family?
My family is wacky yet fun the majority of the time. My parents get along fairly well, as do my brother and I. Zorro is a crazy,amusing little fur ball but he's fun. That's my imediate family. My Extended family on my mother's side hasa lot of issues but thier ok. My Grandfather on my father's side is a wise old man with a rebel streak. Then there's my Canadian family the Ginshermans. Debra and Marty are like my second set of parents and a nice escape from my own parents. Ginshi is a brother, a boyfriend and a best friend rolled into one. I love you sooooooo much honey :). Jay is like having a little brother all over again.Since mine is only 22 months younger than me.

Siblings or an only child?
A younger slightly annoyingyounger brother.

If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?
I'm the oldest

Which parent do you get along with best?
I get along well with both of them. Sometimes I feel like I get along better with my father because I fight with him less. My mom and I seem to have this huge tension between us but we get along.

What do you fight about?
Not much. Mostly it's just my mom nagging me about stuff and then me getting annoyed by it

Do you have step parents?

Part 3: The Friends

Do you have more than one best friend?

Who are your best friends?:
Ally,Joci, Ginshi and Sammy

What do you like to do when you are together?
Anything as long as it's fun!

Do you share the same interests?
Most of the same interests. Lol Ally's like my sister in so many ways.

Which friend can you tell anything to?
Ginshi, Sammy and Ally. Joci's a little too muc hof a gossiper but I love her .

Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?
Relatively high. I like me.

Do you get depressed about things easily?
only during the lovely time called PMS.

Are you an extrovert or an introvert?
A little of both but mostly Extroverted.

Are you happy?

Do you live life to the fullest?
I would say so.

Part 5: Appearance

Are you comfortable with the way you look?
Yes, for the most part. I'm trying to get rid of my tummy, but I'm not doing a very good job(stolen from Alissa because it's true.)

What would you change about your appearance if you could?
I want my big stomach to go away

Do you have any piercings besides your ears?
once in both Lobes and soon the right cartliage.

Describe your hair?
It's about 3 shades of browm ,one is natural and the other two are dyed, shoulder lengeth and slightly curly/wavy.

What make-up do you wear?
Rarely. If I do i's for specail occasions and it;s only eyeshadow and lipgloss.

How do you dress?
lol eh I'm trying to change my look from being tomboyish to girly/sophisticated college student. Mostly it's jeans and teeshirts ,some times a hoodie,

Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child?
define strange. I liked to stay home by myself a lot but I didn't mind hanging out at the mall with friends.

What did you use to love that you no longer do?
Britany Spears.

Do you have the same friends?
Ally is my best friend from third grade and we rediscovered each other through the wonders of Facebook but I've made a lot of new friends over the years.

Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?
I'd rather not say.

Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition?
To marry Paul and have twowonderful kids, live in Thonhill and be a teacher and a Canadian citzen.
Are you scared of growing old?
Nope. I'm not even twenty yet, let's not rush things!

Do you want to get married?
Yes I do

Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?
Depends on the weather.

What is your favorite season?
I like them all in turn but Summer has to be my favorite.

Favorite weather?
Bright, sunny and warm

Do you like walking in the rain?
Yes, if's not windy or pouring rain.

Part 9: Food

Are you a vegetarian?
No, but I've tried it.

What is your favorite food?
Pasta and cholocate.

What food makes you want to gag?
Asparagas and Artichokes if they're not in Spinach and Artichoke dip.

What is your favorite dessert?
I don't really have a favorite but anything with chocolate or ice cream.

What is your favorite restaurant?
hmm tough one. I love Don Pablos and Los Amigos for Mexican and Olive Garden or Dentico's for Italian.

Are you a fussy eater?
I was when I was younger but I'm more out there nowadays.

Part 10: Relationships and Love

Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?
It's right up there with being elated.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Part 11: Experiences

What was one of your greatest experiences?

What was one of your worst?
5th grade homebase

Have you ever done drugs?

Have you ever thought you were going to die?

Have you ever suffered from depression?

1.What time is it? 5:13pm
2.What is your name?Claire
3.What is your birthday? March 26th
4.How many sibs do you have? 1
5.What are your sibs names? Kevin
6.Do you have a job? sort of.
7.If yes, where?
8.If no to #6 ,where do you want to work? Umm something having with kids.
9.Do you have a car? No
10.What kinda car do you have/want? Something that runs. I'm rather found of the Chevy Silverado and The Dodge Neon.
11.Movie: The Parent Trap
12.Song: Currently: "Don't Let Me Down"- The Beatles
13.Band: Saving Jane or Green Day
14.Group:S Club 7 and A*Teens
15.Singer:lots of them probably Elton John.
16.TV Show: Unwrapped
17.TV Channel: OLN, Food Network, ABC Family and Disney.
18.Actor: Ricky Ullman or Rider Strong
19.Actress: Jennifer Aniston
20.Comic: Questionable Content, Peanuts, Hi and Lois and Calvin and Hobbes.
21.Magazine: 17 Mag or Cosmo girl.
22.Food: Pasta
23.Snack: Honey Wheat pretzels or Goldfish.
24.Drink: anything without a ton of sugar.
25.CD-ROM Game: Monopoly
26.Board Game: Scrabble
27.Card Game: Uno and BlackJavck
28.Kid Game: Candyland
29.Number: 26
30.Cartoon: Marvin the Martian
31.Character: Garfield
32.Disney Character: Belle
33.Color: Purple
34.Hair Color: Red/ chestnut brown
35.Time of the day: early evening
36.Day of the week: Saturday
37.Week of the month: idk who cares?
38.Month of the Year: March-August

39.Do you plan on having children: Yes
40.Do you want to get married: Yes
41.How old do you wanna be when you have your first child: I think 26-29
42.How old do you wanna be when you get married: 23-26
43.Would you have kids before marriage? No
44.What would you name the boy? David Joseph or Daniel Ari
45.What would you name the girl? Emily Rose or Anna Grace.
51.Do you have a b/f or g/f (who): Yes,Paul
52.Do you have a crush?:um no not really.

53.Music/TV: Music
54.Guys/Girls: Guys
55.Green/Blue: Blue
56.Pink/Purple: Purple
57.Sleep/Stay Up: Sleep
58.Summer/Winter: Summer
59.Spring/Fall: both.
60.Night/Day: both
61.Hangin Out/Chillin: Hanging out
62.Friends/Lovers:lol I sort of have both.
63.Cold/Warm: warm
64.Fast/Slow: easy going.
65.New/Old: new
66.Dark/Light: light
67.Sparkle/Shine: Sparkle
68.Peach/Plum: niether
69.Apple/Orange: both
72.Limp Bizkit/Korn: The both suck
73.Rock/Rap: Rock
74.Pop/R&B: Pop

75-97: 75 ate them all.

98.Eminem: HE SUCKS!!
99.Rap: Le Suckith.
100.Teenagers: I'm 9 months and 2 weeks away from being a 20 something!
101.Smoking: IT SUCKS!!! I HATE SMOKERS!!
102.Death: It's sad. I don't like talking about death.
103.Life: is awesome!
104.Drinking: I don't like heavy drinkers but I can be a round responsilbe drinkers ,me persoanlly I'm not big on it.
105.Bomb Threats: YIKES!

106... 107... 108? I ate them!

109.Who is your best friend?: I have a bunch of best friends
110.Who is the best person to hang with?: depends what I wanna do!
111.Who is the sweetest person?:Ally
112.Who's the cutest person: Paul
113.Who's the nicest?:Ally, Sammy and Paul.
114.Who's the best to talk online with?:all three Ally, Sammy and Paul.
115.Who's the most blonde:lol in the figurative sense me and Ally.
116.Who's the weirdest: We're all weird
117.Who's the craziest: We're all crazy
118.Loudest: lol us Jews.
120.Smartest: depends on the topic.
121.Quickest: At what?
123.Most Trustful: ARG! It's TrustWORTHY! Paul,Ally and Sammy.
124.Most Honest:Ally, Sammy and Paul.
125.Most Cheerful: Sammy, Ally and Paul.

126.Are you glad it's almost done? eh..sorta.
127.Are you bored? yes
128.What kinda mood are you in right now? bored/sleepy.
129.Did you have a good day today? eh pretty good
130.What are you doing tomorrow: No idea.
131.What did you do today?:Bummed arounf the internet and talk to my loves.
132 - 137?Again?!?

138.What time is it now?: 5:35
139.How long has it been since you started?: 20 minutes
140.Why is pickle juice green?:because cumbers are used make pickles and they are green.

Erev Tov!

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Life and Excitement!!

Mar. 8th, 2006 | 08:55 pm
mood: boredMellow/bored/ tired
music: River- Joni Mitchell

So I've been @ MCC a little over two months and things are finally settling into a rythm.So far I'm not worse off for the wear. Kayaking's gotten easier since I switched to having Shaun for a partner. Well I'd better run English calss ina few minuets. Later days all! I've gotten B+s on both of my first major college papers. So far so good :D

And now a non related college note PAUL'S COMING TO TOWN!! Over Easter Weekend my love is coming to see me!! YAY!!!! I'm happy about that! I haven't seen him in soooo long. I'm happy believe me I'm just sooo tired and a little lonely. I don't know it seems I don't use livejournal as myuch as I ued to. I have a feeling I'll be writing more once something more exciting happens.

Later Days :)

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Wisdom is knowledge in it's simpliest form

Feb. 15th, 2006 | 10:44 pm
mood: contemplativecontemplative
music: Both Sides Now- Joni Mitchell

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Sunshine Claire
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Sunshine Claire

I'm no pyschologist but hey I'll give it a whirl. Do this for me please?

Is your glass half empty, half full or other?
Do you believe that life is but a dream?
Are you livin' in the real world?
Where did you come from?
Where are you going?
Do you find sleep restful?
Are you chasing anyone?
I anyone chasing you?
Do you dream?
What should and what could?
What is white?
Is it a poem, a story, a novel, a legend, a myth, a play, a song, a biography, a documentary, or something else?

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Makes me wonder why I didn't pick it

Feb. 7th, 2006 | 11:02 pm
mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
music: Centerfield- John Fogerty

You scored as Journalism. You are an aspiring journalist, and you should major in journalism! Like me, you are passionate about writing and expressing yourself, and you want the world to understand your beliefs through writing.






























What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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College and Life

Jan. 29th, 2006 | 10:30 pm
music: Rocky Mountain High-John Denver

So College? Not so bad? Nah it's a lot like Highschool which I can handle," - Laura Smykla
So you all are probably dying to hear how colege is going. It's going great. I LOVE Geography, English and Kayaking. or more on my classes IM me.
my professors are awesome and th work load is bareable. My professors are totally awesome.
First Best Friend: Rachel Merriman/Lizzie Patterson/David/ Sophie
First Screen Name: Wanderingbrook26
First Pet: Fiddler(Mittens) my cat
First Piercings: My ears
First Crush: Jacob Schwartz.
First CD: Brittany Spears : Baby One More Time
First Car: N/A
First Love: Paul
First stuffed animal: My HUGE Bear Snowy
Last Alcoholic Beverage/Beer: N/A
Last Movie You Saw: THe Princess Diaries
Last Phone Call: hmmmm good question.....
Last Song Played: This Old Guitar- John Denver
Last Bubble Bath: Wow... many years ago
Last Time you Cried: Saturday Night
Last thing you thought of: Gee I really want a cookie and Paul.

Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Yes and I still am
Have you ever been arrested? No but one of my frieds was.
Have you ever skinny dipped? HELL NO
Have you ever kissed someone, and then regret it? no
Have you ever kissed someone who had a gf/bf? No
Have you ever had a dream about someone you wanted? Yes all the time
Have you even been in love? I am in love

1. Glasses
2. The necklace Ginshi gave me for our 1/2 year anniversary
3. My red STAFF shirt from KUTZ.
4. My hearing aids
5. jeans
6. a retainer
7. socks

1. Woke up
2. read
3. ate poutine
4. read some more
5. did homework
6. Ate a cookie and soy milk

1. Paul
2. My family
3. My friends
4. Harry Potter
5. My Laptop

1. Paul
2. Dad
3. Sam
4. Chris

1. Black or white: white
2. Hot or Cold: warm
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate for sure

1. Marry Paul
2. Have childern

1. Not starting College sooner

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My life in a short quiz

Jan. 16th, 2006 | 12:24 am
mood: calmcalm
music: Wherefore and Why-Gordon Lightfoot

1. Name:Claire
2. Date of birth: March 26th,1987
3. Where you live: Rochester,NY
4. What makes you happy:Sunshine ,good muisc, good friends, warm weather ...
5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to: Gordon Lightfoot Gord's Gold
6. Do you read/skim/ignore my journal?:All of the above
7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad?:some times Ihave NO idea what ur talking about.
8. An interesting fact about you: I can't do the Vulcan sign.
9. Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment?:yes with Paul. :D
10. Favorite place to spend time: With Paul.
11. Favorite lyric: " Come on Sunshine what can you show me?"
12. The best time of the year: Summertime

1. A film: The Phantom of The Opera
2. A book: THe Sisterhood of THe Traveling Pants
3. A band, a song, or album: Greenday American Idiot

1. One thing you like about me: You can make me laugh.
2. Two things you like about yourself: my hair and my smile.
3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends: Zora's really cool.
4. Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you: ok.

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Holiday Cheer

Dec. 1st, 2005 | 10:41 pm
mood: sleepysleepy
music: River- Joni Mitchell

Lately I've been doing a lot of thinking. Mostly about the future and things I'd like to see happen. I'm rather dissapointed in myself for neglacting cleaning my room. Yea yea I'm sure you're sick of hearing about it. Which is why this is that last I'll say about it, at least for a while.
I'm finally on track as far as MCC goes. They've already started registration but Mom's taking me in person to talk to the Academics Administrator in person on Tuesday. I know it may sound strange but I miss I having classes and homework and structured lifestyle.While I enjoy having time to roleplay with Brian and Chris but somehow I think I'd enjoy it more if I'd earned the time. At the moment it's a means of releiving mass boredom, which is ok but I really miss reacting with people in person.
As For driving , it's coming along really well. I hope to hav my own car and license buy June. April would be fanastic.
I'm super psyched for the hoildays and seeing Paul in 28 days!! I miss him so much. It's going to be an amazing vaction. I miss all you guys and hope to see you soon. IMs ,e-mails and phone calls are greatly appreicated.
Happy Holidays!!

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Krevtch time

Nov. 6th, 2005 | 11:52 pm
mood: draineddazed/restless
music: Lean on Me- Bill Withers

" It does not do well to dwell on dreams and forget to live.- Albus Dumbledore

Looking back at the week rapidly coming to a close , I don't feel as though I accomplished much other than making myself feel miserable and lonely. Lately, I feel like I'm in a daze. I'm so tired it's throwing off my since of judgement and my want to better myself. I haven't been doing what's best for my health or progression towards college. Some would frown upon my behavior and say it 's most unlike me and well, they'd be absoultely correct. This isn't who am or I wantto be. I feel like I'm a t constant war with myself and now it's time to declare a truce and be at peace with myself. I can't help the lump rising in my chest and throat and the feeling of wanting to cry.
Aside from today this week has downright sucked. I miss everyone in NEL, SWW and my life. I can't talk to Paul because he doesn't have a wireless router yet, his cell's dead and skool is a bitch and taking away his free time. I know he's not doing this to break my heart ot because he doesn't love me but it still hurts.
In Emily R's words "I have no life,". Or as Emily G would says " I suck at life,". I need about 5 billion hugs and words of encourangement for fresh start this week. It's time to put my dreams and goals into action. I just wish my week didn't have to start with a charopratic appointment and possibly a doctor's appointment. Though with oinch of good luck and fortune I'll be spending Saturday afternoon with Emily R having lunch at TGIF's and going Holiday shopping. Sunday's Kol Simcha which could prove to be tough. More on why at another point.
And so, I end on this note: my life pretty much sucked this week and I hope ,pray and wish for the upcoming week to prove, fiun ,happy and lot more exciting! Later days all -.-

give sunshinegal18 more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

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Party Girl Stuck In A Time Warp

Nov. 4th, 2005 | 10:52 pm
mood: rusheddisoriented
music: If You Could Read My Mind- Gordon Lightfoot

Oy..... this has been one interesting week. Lonely for the most part. Paul's cell is broken and to my knowledge he hasn't recieved his loner so I can't text him . Mostly I've been RPing with Brian and Chris. AHH!! MCC's Academics office is beginning to annoy me as evey time I call no one answers. How the heck am I supposed to get in touch with you if you're never there! Today has basically sucked. I lost a rather expensive ring, my rabbi yelled at me an to top it all off I wantto talk to Paul and have no way of getting a hold of him other than e-mail. Honey, I know you promised to call, I just miss you like crazy. I'm really lonely these days and everything seems sucky or boring. I'm ready for some thing to come along and completely change my life. Well with in reason lol. I need to just get away from everything and have some fun. It seems like I forgotten that I have life and I'm not some boring lame woman who doens't know how to party. I'm young and dare I sexy and beautifull and have my who life ahead of me to be borning so why am I not out enjoying my weekends? HELP!!

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Holidays + Holiday Music= Happy Claire

Nov. 3rd, 2005 | 10:29 pm
mood: coldIt's fall again oy
music: Spirit- John Denver

Call me holiday crazed but to me it doesnt start to feel like the Holida yseasom until I've dug out every Christmas, Hannukkah and Classical Holiday related piece of music and played them as much as possible from November 1st or 2nd to December 31st. Yes I 'm holiday obssessed . I say it loud and say it proud. Thought to me there's more to them than muisc,gifts and spending money.

It's traditions, good food and good company. This year I look forward to starting a new tradition with Paul and his family. I'm super pschyed for the 31st of December and spending 7 fun filled days in Barrie at Carriage Hills Resort. I know,I know I'm obessed but you can't really blame me as I haven't seen him in 2 months. I really feel I've found my soul mate in Paul. Everything just seems right when I'm with him.

Emily, we should get together sometime soon and go Haukkah/Holiday shopping.
Paul, I miss you sooo much and look forward to December.
NEL, I look forward to seeing some of you at Spring Kallah.
Dana, I hope to see you soon!
BTW, do you guys like my new look?

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Holiday Cheer and Wishes

Nov. 2nd, 2005 | 08:28 pm
mood: goodCheerful/Altruistic
music: The Nutcracker Suite

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Now that all the Halloween craziness is over I'm back to being a lot more cheerful. No offense to Halloween enthusiatist but I loathe the holiday. Thanksgiving, Christmas and Chaukkah are more to my liking. I love walking through the mall and looking at all the decorations, watching the candles burn in the window, snow falling gracefully from the sky and those close to me smiling as they sit quietly, enjoying the time together. This year will be almost no different. I will still be spending time with family and friends. Though this year I have the added joy of spending part of the Holiday break with my beloved Paul and my second parents and little brother Jay.
I'm looking forward to December as well as spending Thanksgiving with my Aunt Elaine and her house mates Jean and Alan. Jean makes some of the best dishes I've ever had. she may annoy the heck out of me January through early Novemeber but on Thanksgiving she's acctaully some what pleasant.

After I go looking at Christmas lights, Luminarias on Chistmas Eve it will be off to bed to dream of the week of joy and surprises that lie ahead of me in Barrie. As well as the Chaunkkah candles burn down, I thank God for all the amazing things he has done for me during the year.

My wish for you as we enter this holiday season is for you to be with the ones you love. Happy, healthy and safe. May thay know how truly amazing they are wherever they reside. As we enter the last two months of a truly amazing year may you be blessed. May 2006 be just as amazing,and just as adventurous as 2005 was.

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Drum Roll please.......

Oct. 29th, 2005 | 05:17 pm
mood: excitedexcited
music: Take a wild guess :D

Close your eyes and picture me. Tallish, medium length brown hair and stunning blue eyes. Probably in a tee shirt and jeans. Now picture yourself at my house if you can lol. You're in my room(no,you're not here to seduce me! Perverts :P) and I'm in my comp chair. My over head light is on. And you say.... "Wow! Claire you look great!" Ok you may be askin why I 've asked you to use your mind's imagery. A few of you know that I went to get highlights in my hair today. sit back, graba drink and maybe some popcorn while I tell the tale of how I became
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I have a life beyond my comp? woah!

Oct. 29th, 2005 | 12:59 am
mood: artisticexcited/ creative
music: Minstel Of The Dawn- Gordon Lightfoot

I'm rather pysched and a tad nervous for the weekend ahead of me. At 1:30 this afternoon I'm going to get highlights put in my hair. I'm slightly nervous about this but I know I'm going to look really pretty and (dare I say) sexy with highlights. I'm not sure what color they'll be but I'm thinking a light brown or strawberry blond. Either way,I look forward to showing you guys the end result via pics.
So.... who's doing something cool for Halloween? Even if it's just hanging out with friends I hope you're having a blast this weekend :). I am attending my brother's party this evening at 7:00 and will be going as the lovely Hermione Granger. Probably as her from movie #3 where her hair is curly. I'll also have pics from theaprty posted here a.s.a.p along with a few others I've been meaning to post.
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Sunny day sweeping the clouds away....(everybody!)

Oct. 27th, 2005 | 05:06 pm
mood: silly smiley
music: American Idiot ( obessed me? :P Nah!!)

Compared to yesterday I'm in much better mood. I don't know if it's the break of sunshime in the otherwise London-like week, the fact that I got a good night's sleep or the fact that I'm feeling much better that 's contributing to my good mood but I'm back to my happy, not grouchy self. I'm looking foreward to my brother's Halloween Party Saturday. If you live in my area and are interested comment or send me an IM. I need to know a.s.a.p. so I can get you details. I'm going as Hermione. she prehaps one of my favorite HP charaters aside from Harry.
I'm also super pysched for Saturday afternoon when I go to get my hair highlighted. The only thing I'm worried about is the dye washing out if I decide to go swimming at the resort in December. As chlorine strips out hair dye. ACK!! I hate not being able to swim. I guess I could try wearing a swim cap. Oy......
This could present a challange.
I'm just super excited for the next couple months. With the holidays right around the corner, going to see Paul and my second family and hopefully the start of college in January. This is perhaps my favorite time of the year.
That's all I have to report at the moment. Have a good day all!

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Emotional Rollercoaster

Oct. 24th, 2005 | 04:59 pm
mood: bitchybitchy
music: Boulevard of Broken Dreams- Green Day

Aghhhh!!!! I hate PMS!! It drives me into these emotional rages. I hate, I hate it I hate it! I'm soooo mad at my dad for being a class A jerk towards me. Yesterday he got pissed offat me for telling him to turn down the radio claiming my brother and I were " talking over the radio". He and mom got into a fight and rew me into it. I'm trying so hard not to slap my dad upside the head and make him understand how much or a jerk he's being towards me. He's always saying how he's going to help me get my license and then complains he's "tired" and won't take me to practice because he's too tired and doesn't wantto get into accident. Well fine but you didn't take me this weekend and your being real reluctant about taking me at all! JERK!! AGHHH!!!

The only things keeping me from becoming totally depressed and anti-social girl are my friends,Paul and my mother. Paul is his usual understanding and loving self. He's all around the greatest thing that ever happened to me. My friends remind me that someone else out there goes through the exact same bull that I do.
And my mom well. she and I are working on get along better no that we understand how each other feels.

Though, I did I have a great weekend with Mia and Emily. Mia nd her friend Tristan were writers for a play for Irondquoit HS's Around The Clock Drama. It was really funny and the the theme was "We all have our differences". Tristan ,Miand a nother writter named Bradon wrote a play tyhat took place in a Laundry Mat. I loved Mia's charcter-Gabby the cheerful Nirotic and her pet cinder block.
It was well written and hilarious! Great job guys!!
Sunday after my parents stupid little fight I was late to meet Emily at the mall though she was really cool about it. Em you look Amazing!! I love you with short hair!! We wentto Jcpenny's were I found a pair of 14s that fit me fanastically!! I think Emily and I screamed and hugged for about 10 minuets. I finally bought Green Day's American Idiot :).We had a great time and I hope to see her again really soon.
oh yea! Who likes my new color scheme?
Well that's my time, good eveing all:)

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Inquiring Minds Want To Know

Oct. 13th, 2005 | 10:32 pm
mood: soresore
music: Wherefore and Why- Gordon Lightfoot

3 things you've always wondered about me
3 things you've always been afraid to tell me
3 things you've always wanted to say to me
3 songs I remind you of
3 colors that descibe my personality
3 words that define who I am
3 people I remind you of
1 qoute or song lyric to describe me
1 verb to describe me
3 things you see me doing in the next 5 years
3 things you see me doing in ten years
1 funny/ serious or just plain awesome memory you have of me.

Pass this on to your friends once you've filled it out for me :) Thanks!!

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